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this video has a surreal feel to it.

dreamlike and tranquil.


(the photographer managed to capture a series of photos, combining them to form a movie. think this was what wp meant by capturing the starscape by turning on the camera shutter for long periods on end in the night. hence capturing what the naked eye can't see, the glittery stars and even the milky way. it is brilliant work.)

feeling a bit emo all of a sudden...

maybe it's the music.

the past keeps creeping back...

hidden wounds, feelings of insecurity, self doubt

need to take a breather and regain back my clear headed mind.

i don't like the feeling of not being in control of myself.

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went out with bestie & her gf and vien & her new bf. yups. was the lightbulb in the group :S felt so outta place for once in my own clique! but anyway, that's beside the point, i'm happy for vien (and yes, you too, bestie, but yours is ol' news le) ! For years she's been in lesbian relationships, and finally for the first time in a long, long while, she decided to accept a new man into her life. it really is a breakthrough for her and i'm glad she's found a guy who is able to meet up to her expectations. for years, somehow i always felt that she would ultimately still end up with a man, i'm very happy that has finally happened (that does not mean i am homophobic). theirs was a whirlwind romance. pretty amazing. think this is by far the most surprising and wonderful news for the year.

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celebrating joanne's birthday :) love this gal and her straight, in your fac e way of talking. haha.

and it's nice to see the grad trip gang gathering back once more :)

joanne with her delicious oreo, durian cake from Goodwood Park Hotel.*licks lips* i am still salivating at the thought of it.