http://www.lightedpixels.com/

an amazing group of award winning wedding photographers. 

i recall attending a photography seminar where one of the photographers gave a guest speech.

knew they were good...but never knew they were that amazing until i chanced upon their portfolio of wedding photos.

love admiring beautiful photos as a pastime. not necessarily wedding shots.

in my opinion, what makes a good shot?

one that grabs you at first sight and you're so intrigued by the colors, the choreography and the subjects within the photo that you can't help but take a second look.

to all who are getting married and are looking out for good wedding photographers, you may wish to check out this amazing group. 

might be a tad pricey though.

but for gorgeous memories to capture that one significant moment in your life, i say why not?

that said, looking at all the photos taken abroad, i'd want to take wedding shots overseas too. 

TIRED. BURNT OUT. 

I NEED STRENGTH.

i need the will power to continue. going home at 2am every day is not exactly the most pleasurable.

taxi driver: "wah, girl, you always work so late?"

me: "ya"

taxi driver: "Now's 2am, by the time you sleep, it'd be 3am...what time do you hafta get up?"

me:"i get to work around 9.30am"

taxi driver: "whoa. you have like 4 hours of sleep only?? every day?"

me: "ya"

taxi driver: "so does the company give you benefits for working late?"

me: "i can claim my taxi fares?"

taxi driver: "wahhh...."very" good hor??" (filled with sarcasm)

depressed.

i feel really sick and tired.

sometimes i think whether it's cause i'm slow and my technical knowledge is just bad...why am i taking so long to complete my work...

every day that i review my work progress report...i feel like i am tumbling down a never ending spiral...at the end is nothing but a big black wormhole waiting to consume me...and i just feel so incredibly stressed to the point of tears.

am i lazy?

 if wanting to take a break, to work a 9-5 job and have minimal responsibility is considered being lazy, then well... i am ashamed to admit but i'd much rather be "lazy".


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Philippians 4:13

I can do all things through him who strengthens me.

Hebrews 6:12

So that you may not be sluggish, but imitators of those who through faith and patience inherit the promises.


Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.