Saturday, February 14, 2009

PISSED OFF.

i have had enough. stupid project mates. i dedicate so much time and effort, i do so much. where's your gratitude! i promised to compile the powerpt slides, and i did. i put in 100%, no make that 110% on doing my work. just cause i took a nap and didn't reply ur calls and sms doesn't mean i'm not doing my work. it's VDAY, i have a life. just cause you didn't check to see your emails that i've already compiled the slides that some of you have done is not my problem. i did what i promised to do. am i supposed to dedicate 24hrs to you?!

argh.

i can't help it if some slacker of a group mate hasn't send in his slides and makes no constructive suggestions whatsoever. i'm not your mother. i am angry that i spent so much time doing up the slides and getting asked...

"Hey, why didn't you reply my calls?"

"I took a nap, i just got up."

"Did u receive my email in the afternoon?"

"yes. i did. i sent out the compiled files to ya all already. u didn't receive it??? it could be that there was error in sending. i'll send it again"

"when did you send?"

"errr, evening i think."

"hmm, then has xxx sent you his parts yet? have you compiled? corz yyy needs their pts to do his part."

"He hasn't sent yet, not since the last time i checked."

"When did u check?"

"In the evening."

"then what have u been doing the whole night????" (in a very accusatory manner may i add)(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

"I sent it out and i had my own things to do. and i took a nap for a while. i'm going to check now. i didn't reply ur calls and msgs cause i was slping." --> but i really just wanted to scream and say "am i supposed to be on 24hr stand by?!! can't i even take a nap?!!!"

argh. okay. i'm done venting my anger. i guess its just pent up frustration from feeling like i'm being used and that more than half the team aren't even bothered to do their work. thank goodness, the person who called still does his job. if it were someone else, i might have just cracked, released my fiery dragon claws and paw my claws through his guts.

wanted to blog on happier things but i'm not in the mood for it now.